Sunday, October 23, 2011

Ratting Out

Saturday night, our school marked its first anniversary with a musical. Set in modern day India and loosely based on the story of the Pied Piper, Ratting Out is the story of a small town with a big problem.

Complete with lively markets and corrupt politicians ( of which I played one), the town has been pestered by rats. When an unusual hero, a piper steps in to save the day for a lakh of rupees, everyone is delighted. Of course, as the story goes, the mayor refuses to pay him, and the piper sets off to take his terrible revenge. But this is modern day India, that stuff can't happen. Instead, we have a bunch of reporters taking up the Piper's case, widespread protests and a public interest litigation against the government, before the mayor and her councillors are forced to resign. And there it is, a happy ending. Well, except for the councillors, but they deserved it anyway.

That was the story, but summaries of musicals don't make satisfactory subjects to write about ( like English teachers say : if it's a summary, you get an F). I will proceed by writing about what this play did to me.

Having never acted before, I found this play to be quite a thought-provoker.

I had always believed acting to be a shallow profession; after all, who can live their entire life pretending to be someone else? Especially in this world where everyone is permanently preaching about the importance of being your own unique person, acting to me was simply not comprehensible. Of course, I was part of the drama club ever since it started ( up until the school decided that twelfth graders did not need the club block because we needed to focus on their studies - yeah right, as if we're ever going to open a textbook), and drama was fun. But up until now I had never perceived drama as something other than pretending.

I realised that acting is more about studying people than it is about imitating them. People are programmed to respond in similar ways to similar situations and to pick up subtle clues about what people are feeling without realising it. In drama, as I learnt, every single countenance, gesture and movement is emphasized, made larger than life not for fun but to unmistakably get across our own, personal message, because everything looks smaller from the seating area than it looks from on stage. To an audience, perhaps, it may just be pretense, but to an actor, the reality is different.

I discovered this reality for myself when I played the role of the corrupt Minister of Food and Agriculture in the musical, and this too when I had just two lines. After the initial disappointment of having just two lines in the entire production wore off, I was determined to let them be the most perfectly delivered two lines in the history of drama ( of course, that doesn't really happen but I was determined to try). I was already used to being a girl and I decided that I wanted to be a man ( and that women had to wear saaris and the last time I wore one it was a fail) and because my hair was long, I was made a sardar. I'd decided that I didn't want to just go up to the mic and say my lines just as everyone would, but that I would be that character, with his culture, history, swag, accent and of course his looks. I started learning Punjabi and observing men, the way they walked, sat and ate, and then I began imitating them. I walked like a man, sat with my legs apart and tried to speak Punjabi myself. I modified my lines and sentence structures to sound like my corrupt minister. By the day of the play, I had created an entire context for my character, an alternate reality, after stepping into which I ceased to be me but was him.

After the play, many people congratulated me. During a speech when the chief guest said that parents and teachers should let children choose their passions, a teacher whispered to me saying, " I do not want you to be a doctor or an engineer. When you grow up I want you to be a Sardarji". I guess I can take that as a compliment.

Enough with jokes, but the truth is, when I was up there, I was no longer Srishti. The council meeting was my reality. I could not see or hear anything beyond the semi circular stage of the amphitheatre.

It was not until then that I realised that acting is not just pretending but observing fundamental human behaviour and using it to your advantage. When your character has not just lines but a context, a history, a culture, a family, he automatically becomes more believable. When you understand your character on a deep level, it shows: you put up a better act.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Writing the Common App Essay


                Since the dawn of time, or at least ever since the creation of the common application essay, students have been plagued by the question, “So what is it that really makes a college tick?’ Tell you  what, I recently had a chance to find out.
                Yesterday, the regional director for admissions from UPenn (Yes, you read it!) visited my school and I had the opportunity to interact with him for a good twenty minutes (after most people had left) thanks to my college counselor (who’s been pushing me to apply to as many Ivy Leagues as financially possible).
                And yesterday, I finally had the opportunity to ask the admissions officer (the real live guy who’d be reading my application) what it REALLY took to make a successful college essay.
Well, for starters, this guy was impressive. I’ve had a more-than-fair share of bad admission counselors. And when I mean bad, I mean horrid. There was once this woman who spoke at the rate of one word per hour. Another looked like Hilary Duff’s stepmother from ‘A Cinderella Story’ right after she had had a botox… treatment? God, I can’t even use the word botox in a sentence. Hopefully I’ll never need to.
So anyhow, this guy was impressive. He spoke like a pro, looked approachable enough, and by the end of his presentation, had convinced every person in the room that Penn was THE choice for them.  
And when I did ask The Question? He said:
“Write an essay which only you could write. Write what makes you unique.”
Oh right, as if we hadn’t heard the famous line over and over again from our college counselor, ALL websites and ALL college admission officers. And at that point I could have sworn that there was some course on planet earth specifically for admissions officers which taught them all to say this at the most crucial time. As if life wasn’t confusing enough already.
                 But then he gave an excellent example.  In less than eloquent words, I will try and supply the essence of his speech.

                Write what makes you unique. Something that no one but you could have written. Something that leaves an impression. Think about your favourite book. What was it that made that book memorable? Have you ever thought that this was something no other writer could have written? Maybe a particular combination of words that stuck? Write something only you could write with the experiences that you have.
                
                And I will sign off with this, it’s time for class!

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

A glance back at the road already travelled,

About a year and a half ago, I wrote frequently in my diary which I'd named 'The Adventures of the Girl in the Disposable Poncho'. It contained mainly short stories and poetry and an occasional rant. The concept was to keep an account of my days and to serve as an outlet for pent up teenage energy, and still be indecipherable to nosy classmates (and parents). So what I did was, I picked the most significant event from that day and wove a story around it. And it is this book which contains the most accurate account of my first kiss ( and yet no one reading it would know, because everything in the diary is just a 'story' anyway).  Perhaps one day when I am emotionally distant enough to those experiences, when they are no more than just stories to me, I will post them here. But for now they belong in my diary.


No, the point of this post is not to describe my diary. That would make a shitty post wouldn't it? Well anyhow, to the point.


As I flip through the pages of this unadorned exercise book, I look through how the events of the past year have changed me to a point where I feel uncomfortable spying on myself. My stories revolved around an unusual plethora of people and situations, a girl confused about what to do with her dog once she has decided to get out of her live in relationship, people trying to distract themselves while walking up and down a hallway, whatnot.

But the story which fascinates me the most now is one of Champa, a prostitute, who has fallen in love with a criminal who shows up at her doorstep, drunk of course, every night, professing his love. She does not mind when he wakes up each morning a stranger to her, all she needs is the false promise a love like hers brings. Un corazon que se muere por dar amor.

What is strange is that I seem, in these pages, to have a kind of vitality, a kind of childish maturity, like that of Sara Crewe when she refused to cry, and a different kind of understanding of everything that I was going through. Perhaps it has become too easy to deal with emotions without letting them get in the way of work, but these pages record the time when I learnt that it was possible.

Strange huh?
Stranger that any eloquence fails me at the thought of reconnecting with my past?
Perhaps in a year I will look at this post and reflect on the rough edges in this post and in my mind and think how insignificant the objects of my wonder were. Anyhow, good night. Starting 'Ostrich with a twist' tomorrow with my favourite series of all time : Twilight!


Just kidding, I cant stand twilight( another post on that later). 

The Chronicles of Narnia up next.